Basically looking at cool things and going "ooo"
I'm 20 by age, female by boobs and floundering around gay centric bisexualism. I like picking things apart and getting bored half way through. Oh and I like tea. Everyone who blogs has to. Thems the rules.
America
I seriously underestimated how big you are.
Like seriously.
The california zephyr is my *thing i really want to do* of the day. And it’ll take me 32 hours to get from Denver to Emeryville CA. I still want to do it. I like trains.
lalalala america
This is going to take so much bloody planning.
And I wish Boots would god damn get back to me already. Do I have a job this year or not? If all the other jobs go while I’m waiting for them, “grrr” will not be the word. They are worrying me by advertising on the jobcentreplus website, I don’t want all the newbies to take my job.
*Cue “they tuk r jobs” moment*
At least I’ll have something to do while i plan plan plan.
This is not heartbreak
but it is lesbian drama. So i’m not breaking my own rules. Just.
Nina spent the last two nights at gem’s and then we have a 2 hour phone conversation tonight. How nice it must be to so popular. The worst thing is, it’s not like that, and my non jealousy is *refreshing*. I wasn’t jealous until i got off the phone. And now, i don’t know. I already know thanks to uni that it can’t go anywhere. So why do I care? and why are we having those long conversations that you only have with people you still find really interesting cos you’ve not got them into bed yet?
This will not end well.
Started plans for my USA 2010 trip. No-one believes I have it in me. But I know that i do. So far I want to go storm chasing in denver and camping from LA to San francisco. Hopefully get a job and travel around from there. :-)
What do you actually do with your time?
Actual question.
I’m so bored all the time :( sometimes I just sit and not do anything cos everything seems pointless.
Sleeping
Thanks to deciding today is a sleep day. I’ve now had a dream involving anyone important to me since 1993. I got jealous watching my family be in the eye of a small tornado, had a mini strop over having to teach the infant class in my primary school and had an interesting sex dream with someone I reaaaaaaaaally don’t see like that.
I also have the “wii shoulder” from getting over excited and competitive at wii tennis yesterday.
Food and maybe getting dressed now yes?
The picture quality of my phone just beggars belief. And yes that is a lot of side boob. But I did it. On a whim. And I’m a little bit sad it didn’t hurt more.
I need a hair cut. But I’ve decided to accept that I’m a secret emo. There, I said it.
Today
I’ve had a very uni-fied day. By which I mean I’ve hardly moved from my bed. Of course I’ve not got dressed. I texted things I shouldn’t to my ex.
I watched Slaughter House 5 which was a little awkward in places but otherwise quite a good film. I’ve been spending a lot of time on fuckyeahboobies and phornography on here and the actress had a great body.
I was on the phone to nina last night talking about how all my essays are on about how the objectification of women is rubbish etc and then we spend the next half an hour talking about how fit hayley williams is and how great boobs are. Dear oh dear.
House time. I fucking love House.
